Wednesday, May 23, 2012

gothlings:

People knowing (or thinking they know) my assigned sex makes me more dysphoric than anything else tbh

Makes me feel nauseous and like I’m gonna black out

Even being misgendered is okay compared to people using my pronouns and gender descriptors as some kind of fucking courtesy while they still only see me as my assigned sex (ALL MY FRIENDS DO THIS I HATE YOU ALL GRRR)

Fuck all of you unless you are thinking of others completely outside the realm of assigned sex. It is never important to know that shit. It doesn’t matter. Sex is a false construct and I’ll write you a damn essay about how the binary gender and sex systems were constructed to uphold racism and imperialism and misogyny if you need proof

I am so angry and nobody even said/did anything

I’m just thinking about how I’ll have to live with the sick, dehumanizing fact that somebody went and said I was some particular sex when I was born and I’m not even that sex anymore but the people I encounter cannot get past my biology

And even if they’re seeing me as trans they’re only ever seeing me as MtF instead of nonbinary

This is why I hate posting pictures of myself, because it makes people assume shit that isn’t even true

Cut off all my parts

Fuck XX and fuck XY